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I feel fabulous today! I started building my business over a year ago. I went through a process and inner work. I discovered that I do have a purpose here on earth. I discovered my passion which is my purpose! True Recovery is possible when the inner work is done. True Recovery is more than just not drinking. It is possible to put the shame, blame, and guilt behind you. But it is a daily practice, especially for me around “Victim Consciousness”. I feel empowered to be aware of this. And in doing so, I have now built up my Confidence to step into my True Purpose, my Light! I have built up my confidence to now share my message with others outside of the Recovery Community.

I’m feeling good about myself and my journey. I have judgements come up but I’m starting to get that just because I tell myself something that it doesn’t automatically make it true. I know I have a lot of self-forgiveness to do about past choices and behaviors and I’m closer to letting go of making myself a bad person for those things.

I am feeling good about myself today and the choices I have been making in this new chapter of my life. The huge move to San Diego and to becoming a recovery coach. It was extremely scary, but I gave my 2 week notice yesterday at my current position with no job lined up. I have already gave my landlord notice and have some financial piece in place for my move to San Diego. At this point, I hope to maybe just work part time, to supplement my income, once I get to San Diego so it doesn’t hinder my progress in my recovery coaching. This is a journey I have been wanting to take for a very long time and I empowered by my brave steps to make it a reality.

Ugh. Some days I feel ok about myself, feeling like I’m finally a grown-up taking responsibility for my life. Other days I feel like such a failure who still can’t hold it together.