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More amazing takeaways from my coaching session today. I’m using self development courses, not a bad thing in themselves, as a crutch or a means of filling my time and attention to avoid doing the work that matters to me, because this work represents a risk and therefore, the unknown, whereas the courses I take represent the safe and familiar. Another block to starting a business is a belief that I’m not capable of measuring up in interpersonal relationships that would form the basis of that business. This is actually something that I use judgments that come up in relationship to others mean about myself to validate the story I’ve always believed. There’s also a piece of me that resists anything related in any way to physical world reality because I’m afraid to face and embrace my humanness which I tend to shun in favor of my spiritual being. In fact, they aren’t mutually exclusive. I can’t have one without the other. Also discovered that I want to invest myself into something meaningful that is a means of which I am expressing who I am, in service to others while discovering more about myself without attachment to it meaning anything. It can just be a reflection of my highest Self and that means compassion for my humanness as a means of expressing my highest Self. Self love also came up. There can be no self love in the presence of judgment. I need to go deeper into my attachment to judgment so that I can compassionately deconstruct it and disidentify from it. These are a few that come to mind.