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Jane Cornelius posted an update 7 years, 6 months ago
I chose the course I’m going to complete for my 3ft toss…it’s a free online class I signed up for a while ago “Intro to ink illustration and hand lettering”. I want to share why I picked that one…I had narrowed it down to 3, a web design course I want to take because I want to start a freelance side gig to fund my passion for travel, a class called “finisher’s formula” on finishing what you start and being productive, and then illustration class. I chose not to do the finisher’s formula class because I feel like when I signed up for it it was in attempt to fix myself and I’m starting to believe that I’m not really broken. I realize there’s some irony in not doing the “finisher’s” class but I really don’t think I need someone to teach me what I already know I can do, and I can see a little bit of where my resistance to finishing things comes from now anyway. The web design one I will definitely do in the near future, probably after I finish the illustration one. But when I was deciding between that one and the illustration one I was feeling guilt for wanting to do the illustration one just because it looks fun and interesting but that it didn’t have a productive purpose like the web design one. And I realized that I always feel like everything I do has to have a purpose or be productive in some way, so I decided this time I would allow myself just to have fun and play. So that’s why I chose the Illustration one. That was a long explanation…thanks for listening 🙂
Great noticing and honoring of yourself by choosing something more pleasurable. Sounds like a great choice and could even lead to you learning to find more enjoyment in your more “productive” classes.
Great explanation. It’s great to hear you are allowing more joy and play in your life. That’s a great way to look at this level!