Activity

My thoughts about judgements/misunderstandings. One misunderstanding has to do with isolation/I have figure it out on my own. That is a different lens than being open, vulnerable and receptive of connection. It feels good to name the tension of opposites. My biggest aha involves the understanding or acceptance of being a co-creator. I have a part that been raised /conditioned with the mindset of victim consciousness. It feels good just writing that. I took responsibility for some suffering that I recently have gone through to the point of over identifying with it. I have felt a shift recently that has opened up my viewpoint about myself, suffering, and the process of growth. So not to overwhelm my system, I am naming my experience with over-responsibility-isolation and victim consciousness. I am going to look at the self forgiveness teachings to see how the unburdening of this part can help shift my internal system. Being active and not process skipping my experience.