It seems that taking care of myself, self-responsibility, etc bumps into loneliness. Like I feel this deep fear of loneliness if I take care of myself and don’t wait for other people to tell me what to do or take care of me…which is funny because there never has been anyone to do that so I don’t know why I’m still waiting for that. I want to own my power and live the life I daydream about without waiting for permission, or being afraid of judgement.
Sounds like the opportunity is to give that to yourself. It’s a misunderstanding that someone else is suppose to do that for us. This is a beautiful opportunity to heal this. Way to stay aware!
Yes, and it’s back with a vengeance. I see some journaling happening in my weekend.
Let us know how it goes. Look for the triggering event, what got bumped into inside you and what do you want it to be like now.
It seems that taking care of myself, self-responsibility, etc bumps into loneliness. Like I feel this deep fear of loneliness if I take care of myself and don’t wait for other people to tell me what to do or take care of me…which is funny because there never has been anyone to do that so I don’t know why I’m still waiting for that. I want to own my power and live the life I daydream about without waiting for permission, or being afraid of judgement.
Sounds like the opportunity is to give that to yourself. It’s a misunderstanding that someone else is suppose to do that for us. This is a beautiful opportunity to heal this. Way to stay aware!