Bev Sartain
@bevsartain
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Bev Sartain posted an update 6 years, 5 months ago
Today’s been a bit of a challenging day. It’s an Air day according to my moon planner and these days can be header for me. Also, my husband is having a mental health challenge right now and that’s been a bit more difficult than usual. Another aunt passed away a few days ago and it’s really effected him negatively. He’s going through a lot of loss…[Read more]
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Bev Sartain posted an update 6 years, 5 months ago
I checked Zoom and looks like somehow the recording cut off during our last session together. Mercury Retrograde has been especially challenging this go around. Could be that I by accident hit the record button and disabled it. My apologies for that!
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Lots of grace, I almost posted a meme, that said “May your Mercury be more Freddie and less Retrograde”. Now, we know that it stopped where it did. I can access one of the 500 offerings that you have provided.
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Lol…I so need to laugh today. Thank you!
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No worries, appreciate you checking! Tami that’s hilarious 😆
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Bev Sartain posted an update 6 years, 5 months ago
Posted Worthiness Is Within below for anyone having trouble accessing it from the Library. We are going to be adding courses and challenges over the next 2-3 months and there may be glitches so feel free to let me know. I appreciate your help and patience!
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Thank you! I tried to get in and it kept popping me out. I met with a group of ladies to release ties and self forgiveness yesterday. I realized that I was redirected to self forgiveness and it exactly where I was learn. Thank you for all you are offering. It is bread for this hungry lady.
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I’m glad you want to eat it up but sounds like there continues to be an issue. I know that’s frustrating. What are you getting popped out of? The links I shared or the site as a whole?
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I almost sent you a video. I go to the library>worthiness within-all fine to that point and when I click on Day One. I am right back to the main page that shows my profile and the 4 selections of what group to enter into-RLL. I also think that others should test it because it could be me. I had this once before. I sent a support request in case I…[Read more]
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Bev Sartain posted an update 6 years, 5 months ago
Week #1 Video – https://s3.amazonaws.com/recoverylifemanagement/WWE1.mp4
Week #1 Exercise – https://docs.google.com/forms/d/e/1FAIpQLSdS5cdbl2XgxqvIwcpPLft-fOLWyFfLklOSHp9VbYDH7P2A4Q/viewform
Week #2 Video – https://s3.amazonaws.com/recoverylifemanagement/WWE2.mp4
Week #2 Exercise -…[Read more]-
Can’t wait to revisit all of this. Thank You
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Bev Sartain posted an update 6 years, 5 months ago
Been busy with a free challenge I’m doing in Lifework Launchers this week. Got your messages and will be working on getting you access and checking on the last call. I’ll have some answers for you in the next few days. Dropped my computer on Thanksgiving and got a new one a few days back. Love seeing your engagement here with one another. Was just…[Read more]
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Thank you Bev. Sorry to hear about your computer. I appreciate everyone here and sharing life. Just as we are, each in our sacred process.
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Bev Sartain posted a new activity comment 6 years, 5 months ago
Wonderful Tami…being with what is in a loving and accepting way.
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Bev Sartain posted a new activity comment 6 years, 5 months ago
That’s great!
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Bev Sartain posted a new activity comment 6 years, 5 months ago
I just checked and they came up for me. I will copy the list and send to you on Sunday. That way you have it.
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Bev Sartain posted a new activity comment 6 years, 5 months ago
I will ask my support team to take a look.
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Bev Sartain posted a new activity comment 6 years, 5 months ago
I’m going to have to go back to zoom and see if there is a different link. Give me a few days and I will let you know Sunday.
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Bev Sartain posted a new activity comment 6 years, 5 months ago
Yes, under Library > Courses! More courses and challenges will be added in the upcoming weeks, specifically Let Your Light Lead Challenge (which I know you were interested in) and Own Your Awesomeness Challenge.
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Appreciate your creative gifts, Bev. Will be connecting with them.
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Bev Sartain posted a new activity comment 6 years, 5 months ago
You are so welcome. And thank you for help shaping this space.
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Bev Sartain posted a new activity comment 6 years, 5 months ago
This is freakin’ AWESOME! You let Spirit lead! Let it go and keep taking action like this.
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Bev Sartain posted a new activity comment 6 years, 5 months ago
Wonderful. Keep declaring and owning your truth!
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Bev Sartain posted a new activity comment 6 years, 5 months ago
Huge realization…spirit = write and ego = speak.
You aren’t going to speak without fear when you start. You are going to have to speak regardless of the fear so you can share truth and your light. How come you can allow all those things when you write but you have all those judgments about speaking. Doesn’t really make sense, does it? Wondering…[Read more]-
Exactly! It’ll deal. Some of the ways it hasn’t been dealing: I still experience fear about speaking on the group calls in front of you guys. I’m nervous just answering you when you ask how I’m doing at the beginning of calls. I always find myself somewhere between desperately wanting to share on camera with the group and wanting to obs…[Read more]
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Bev Sartain posted a new activity comment 6 years, 5 months ago
Having compassion for it doesn’t mean you are identifying with it unless you say it does. You “destroy” the ego through love. If that’s the way you want to look at it. I like to look at it as lessening it and strengthening my connection to Source and intuition. Great acknowledigng here.
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Bev Sartain posted a new activity comment 6 years, 5 months ago
Yes you are! So happy to hear you acknowledge yourself.
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Bev Sartain posted a new activity comment 6 years, 5 months ago
I continue to love hearing you step into your own. It’s fantastic. Love how you aren’t picking up other people’s projections anymore or as much. We are here to support you so know you can share as little or as much as you like. Giving you a great big virtual hug, if you are okay with hugs, lol!
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Yes…lol…I will take a hug! Thank you.
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Bev Sartain posted a new activity comment 6 years, 5 months ago
Also seems like a lot of opportunity to love and accept yourself. Still feel like you are avoiding that work and practice and that seems to keep you in this space of judging yourself. What are your thoughts?
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Very true. I have no shortage of opportunities to love and accept myself. And instead of using them for that, I’m still more attached to using them to defend my ego, even while (here’s that theme of paradox again) I literally want to destroy my ego. The answer here is to both stop defending or destroying it. Love and acceptance for myself can…[Read more]
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Having compassion for it doesn’t mean you are identifying with it unless you say it does. You “destroy” the ego through love. If that’s the way you want to look at it. I like to look at it as lessening it and strengthening my connection to Source and intuition. Great acknowledigng here.
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Bev Sartain posted a new activity comment 6 years, 5 months ago
I LOVE reading what you write. It’s part of your expression. I think we get to a point in our process where we get tired of expressing our ego’s fear. That may be happening for you. So use the vulnerability that’s coming up in your intuition and go underneath the vulnerability to see what wants to be expressed. Great insight is that it’s not your…[Read more]
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I connect more with spirit when I write, and ego when I speak. What needs to be expressed for or through me is all the things I write but through my voice, or even through writing with others that don’t feel as safe. I want to literally be standing in my truth, and that happens when I can speak without fear. My old story is feeling not…[Read more]
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Huge realization…spirit = write and ego = speak.
You aren’t going to speak without fear when you start. You are going to have to speak regardless of the fear so you can share truth and your light. How come you can allow all those things when you write but you have all those judgments about speaking. Doesn’t really make sense, does it? Wondering…[Read more]-
Exactly! It’ll deal. Some of the ways it hasn’t been dealing: I still experience fear about speaking on the group calls in front of you guys. I’m nervous just answering you when you ask how I’m doing at the beginning of calls. I always find myself somewhere between desperately wanting to share on camera with the group and wanting to obs…[Read more]
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Sending you love and a virtual hug if you would like one. Grief seems to stop us all right in our tracks, doesn’t it? It definitely has it’s own timetable. Supporting you and holding a space for you, Bev.
Thank you so much! It feels good to have a place to come and just say that things aren’t okay all the time. I’m okay with not being okay. Yet people around me fight. It’s such a weird thing to “help” other people and then witness how you can’t help some of those closest to you.
You have had a week of pouring out, may you be filled back up in the days to come.
I totally agree. I’ve been in the “it’s okay not to be okay” place for awhile, but I have family members and coworkers who are fighting it and me over the way I choose to live. Their response to everything is “it’s GREAT, it’s WONDERFUL” pretty much all day long…lol. I just keep saying I love them and accept them and their choices, but I’…[Read more]
This is a wonderful place to share what is. Sending healing vibes to your husband as he navigates the losses. You are held and supported by the Universe. May provision meet both you and your husband right where you are.
He got to a “religious trauma” today which feels really big for him and was a great insight.
I am glad he can name it, externalizing is such an important part of the process.
Here to listen and support you, sending lots of love!!
I feel so loved by you all. Thank you!